B and I just got home from Wisconsin. We went up to the Menominee Indian Reservation for a family reunion. This reunion was the first of it's kind as the participants were descendants of Alexander Robinson (1772 to 1872). Alexander was married to a Menominee woman named Sasos and I am a descendant of that union. Other family descendants included those descending from the union of Alexander to Catherine after Sasos'es death. It can get rather confusing but thru the efforts of a few, we all came together to honor grandfather Robinson and meet family that until recently, many of us never knew we had. The story of Alexander Robinson is a interesting one. I've been told a family member is publishing a book on grandfather Robinson. When it is complete, I will happily forward the information to anyone interested.
It was my idea to go to Wisconsin for the reunion on our motorcycle. I remember telling B that it would be a perfect time to go up as the weather should be good at this time of year. Not too cold and not too hot. What is they say about the best laid plans? Well, for the most part the weather did indeed cooperate with us. However the last two days on the Motorcycle found us trying to make it home in 100° plus heat and very high humidity. NOT FUN. For anyone who has not experienced traveling by motorcycle in really hot weather....let me tell you.....don't. It's miserable.
I got to see lots of my relation on the reservation. All my Aunts and some of my Uncles. Cousins and other people I've met over the years when I was visiting. I really enjoy my time with the Aunts. For one thing they are a ton of fun to be around and are GREAT cooks. For another, it is always interesting to find out new family information or hear new funny stories. I wish I could see them more often.
Traveling to another part of the US is interesting to me as I notice the difference in how things grow and the differences in business, farms and residential areas. I noticed the blooming time for flowers in Wisconsin is a good month behind ours. So many beautiful Pines and Spruces. Lots prettier than the ones in Kansas. I also noticed how many farms and country residences were so neat in appearance. Hardly ever did I see a place junked up like I did in Colorado last fall. And the farms, they were huge. Lots of outbuildings and I notice most had working silos. The silos in this area have not been used in years. It is rare to see one with even the top still on it while it's not uncommon to see a tree growing out of silo top. Weird.
On the way to the Reservation we drove to Lake Michigan where I remembered gathering smooth stones and lake glass when I was young. B had never seen Lake Michigan so it was something new for him. I waded on the shore but didn't find any lake glass this time.
It was a good vacation for us. I'm anxious to go back again. Maybe late next summer.
One thing about being on a motorcycle for hours at a time. Theres not much to do except look at the scenery and think. I did a lot of both.
I have almost nothing new to show anyone. For several months I have created almost nothing. I sleep a lot, and have gained too much weight. Why? A very deep depression has been my bedfellow for months now. A lot of the reason has to do with the realization of just how easy it was for my ever dwindling family members to believe the worst about me. It has hurt me deeper than anything has for a very long time. There hasn't been a day in the last 7 months I haven't struggled just to make it through the day. Something else I thought about were my ever present loathing of the Jehovah Witnesses. I've come to realize the problems I have with some of my family cannot be completely blamed on the JW's. The relationship I don't have with my mother and 2 of my 3 sisters is really about their choices. The JW elders can give them council but they cannot make them write me letters and declare me dead to them. Only they can do that. I've said it before and I'll keep saying it: Any religion that tells you who you should and should not talk to is a CULT not a religion.
Relationships are based on choices. Do we want to make the time it takes to have a relationship? Do we want to give people the benefit of the doubt or is it easier to just write them off?
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